man so its official. we’re over and it hurts soo bad. I had to tell my dad because i really needed a hug from him. he even gave me some advice and it kinda helped but i still had to cry. im surprised he didnt tell my mom because i had to tell her this morning and then i started to cry.
he gave me a reason which hurt me even more, which was that he didnt feel the same because his feelings changed for me. but he cares about me. and he did like me at first. ugh it hurts soo bad. but i mean atleast we still remain friends. i still call him dork and he calls me dorkie but ughh. this sucks and alll i want to do is cry.
but no i need to stop and get over it.
