So i found out that he would rather be with his ex than me because he doesnt feel what he felt for her in me. He would like to feel what he felt in the past again. It honestly hurt sooo much. this is the first relationship where i actuallly gave a fuck. but no never again will i give a fuck too soon. its not even worth it. i feel like we’re broken up but he wont reply to my email. then he changes his status on gmail talking about his past which doesnt help either. i had to tell my dad it was over because i really needed a hug. his talked kinda helped. but im still sad and still cry a bit but still.